I don’t know…

… I really don’t know anymore… T__T

Sometimes, I think I’m bad for thinking this way, but somehow, the guilt just seems to creep up on me… I wonder if I’m just feeling self-righteous or I’m being a chicken… Somehow, both apply to me atm… >< Or I’m insanely jealous… I hate myself for it but I just can’t help it… Maybe it’ll be better if I just stopped caring altogether… 

And LOL! I wrote an entry exactly one year ago today… Ahahahaha! /random